My Journal, 1st of Feb 2009

Hmm, it's February already, so they said, this is the month of love.

I don't understand why does time fly so fast? Have I been too busy? Because last thing I remember was me having my anti-social-annual NYE's celebration in my room, and now it is Feb already. Geesh, I even haven't got the time to write down what are my resolution for this year.

Hmm good thoughts,
Why don't I try to write it down here?

Hmm let's try:
1. Finish my bible-reading activity. Geesh, I made it until Timothy last year haha.

2. Finished my thesis on July and graduated on December, wif my Grannie coming from Manado.

3. I got a better payment, and bigger responsibility in career, I have to make nu:B a better magazine this year. But, in a mean time, I also looking forward to try for new job opportunities which comes with bigger salary, hoho.

4. Doing great in Oxygen Movement, by creating better programs for Oxyten and perhaps contributing the plan on makin Oxygen's own magz. And umm, having a bigger responsibility in exercising my listening, writing, and sharing gifts to young people.
5. Healthier!! Doing daily exercise, control what and when do I eat.

6. Financially wiser, haha. I think that explains a lot.

Well, umm that's all for now, I'll make a new post if I have something else come up to my mind.

So umm, back to this journal, this shud be a media for me to share my daily experiences, what I do, what I learn and what I regret.

It has been like a week since my last posting here. I was being very busy wif all the examinations coming.

So um let's start from 27th, I was having my Ethics' exam. Got it finished in 40 minutes then I hurried to BNI46 to have the Oxygen Movement meeting. It was interesting.

I learnt something about considering my commitment towards something. Is this really what I want or is this not? I learnt to carefully think about the long-term consequences or impacts it might bring ahead.

On 28th, I had my DATE session. We learnt about "Boundaries", a really good topic for young people like me to really understand the importance of having boundaries in life. So that we cud minimize the wrong things or steps we might do.

On 30th (skip the 29th). I bought some dvds, all the new updated series I watch, Ugly Betty; Grey's; How I Met Ur Mother;GG; Brothers & Sisters; Dirty Sexy Money and some new movies I missed in theater. God please forgive me for being supportive to piracy. *smirk*

On 31st, I had to go to meet my campus friends in the morning to finish our project for the Media Management exam. Then off I wen to Oxygen, really had fun there as usual, I love my community. Then off to BK Skyline wif Laras, Sasha n Icha. Then later at night, me, Sash, Ste and Icha watched "Pintu Terlarang" a film by Joko Anwar.

My God, that movie is superb!! I feel very desperate and hopeless seeing all the Indonesian movies lately. There are always been two major types of movies produced lately: 1. (Tryingsohard) Horror; 2. Uneducative and Cheap with the Sexual scenes.

But "Pintu Terlarang" is definitely different. It's a thriller movie, with great visual, music, casts and plot. Despite of the story which I think isn't an original, but for Indonesia to have this kind of movie, gives me (and hopefully other ppl) a tickle of hope that this industry will produce more and more high quality movies.

On 1st Feb, well today, I planned to go to church wif Deb, then afterwards I had a lunch wif my Twitterers: Sha, Ren, Ras. We had fun really!!

Oh I feel so happy that Laras, Joe and Arini are being very kind for borrowing me some books and sermons. It's time for me to read and learn some.

And btw I also feel happy when Laras said this to someone: "I kno it is ok to be you, but I kno it is NOT ok to be WITH you." Snappy!

I am crossing some names from my friend list, friends who drained me. And when I crossed, it means those are officially invisible creatures for me. That's what I do best, telling people that they are invisible. Haha.

Btw I hv a gud quote from Ps. Jeff's sermon today: "We tend to attract who we are but we are attracted to who we want to be." - A.R Bernard

This made me questioning myself, who do I attract? Do I attract the right people or not? Now you tell me.